today i hope no plans setakat turun vivo aje..
yest accompany sweets for an interview tapi Q panjang n it was too hot to handle..
so decided to go vivo.. job hunting.. thn suddently this topic abt Red terkeluar..
so yeah sweets declare tat she n her ex told farid abt it..
no wonder lar hari tu i c semue muke mcm lain jek..
he noes tat i like him tapi.. before i approach him i must really change myself..
biar kau berubah sendiri jgn og berubah kn kau.. iznt it true?
sweets sendiri dah give up.. tapi yeah i can c tat u think my mentality is merepek
but hey.. i still keep the promise.. once i reached 18 i will slowly change..
respect my decision can?
hmm.. one thing.. y everytyme i go out wif a bunch of friends, i will feel so left out..
dari kwn sec bdk luar n bdk skola.. selalu gytuk..
thn later if they start a convo i will be lost..
dlm otak, ape diorg bebual nie, psl sape nie, ape?.. kepale ku mesti ade (???)
hmm.. tats 1 more mentality yg nk kene buang..
sometymes i feel like running away n nvr coming back
sometymes i feel like turning back th tyme
sometyme i wished i could change..
sometymes i wished i were nvr to be born..
sometyme i regret everyth tat hppns to my life..
i regret beeing where i am now..
sometyme i feel like smashing my head off th wall..
i wanna be a fighter so tat i cn fight all the ppl to try to break me appart..
i really miz the guyz who call me "bouncer", "boxer"
i used to have a tough body but now its full of fats..
my quote
Sehati Sejiwe,
Semati Seorg..
(1 heart 1 soul
1 die, alone)
Dead & gone. || 12:14 PM
